Today offically makes 2 months that he has been gone.  I know its just a TDY and that deployments are so much longer, but having just moved here and not been able to spend much time with him before he left, makes this time he is gone so much harder.  Im very blessed that I have a job and have women nearby that I can talk to cause they understand.  But it doesn't help how hard it can be to have a new relationship long distance.  I have to say though that he is amazing!!  Im not always the easiest person to be in a relationship with.  But he has taken the time to get to know me, and still loves me.  And he can make me laugh when Im mad, he can bring me out of bad mood, make me smile even when Im crying, he somehow understands all of me and still stands calmly by to support me and tell me he loves me.

I didn't really think men like him existed!  I really didn't mean to find him, nor was out looking for a relationship at all when we started talking.  I had just gotten out of a bad relationship and was out working on finding a way to start my life over, and to try and believe in myself again.  I was going through the hardest part of my life...trying to pick up pieces.  I hadn't really given up on love or relationships, I just wasn't looking, because I knew I still needed to heal.  And here comes this guy I knew in High School sending me messages on Facebook, just talking.  It was nice to reconnect with someone, especially a guy I had a crush on in Grade School...hehe.   But talking with him was fun and nice to have a friend.  Somehow it quickly turned into something more, and Im not sure how it really happened,